And then to pop onto twitter to find one of my favourite authors had tweeted this link: http://dduane.tumblr.com/post/31618277059/singularitytheorem-stop-scrolling-hi-im

*sobbing*

Warning: run-on sentences ahoy. Excuse me while I be all emo and shit ( Read more... )

Louise Erdrich's The Painted Drum: Life will break you. Nobody can protect you from that, and living alone won't either, for solitude will also break you with its yearning. You have to love. You have to feel. It is the reason you are here on earth. You are here to risk your heart. You are here to be swallowed up. And when it happens that you are ( Read more... )

Thanks to peaseblossom03 for helping me this morning. Three hours of sleep, and I woke up to find myself in another, deeper low than before, and lying in bed with my thoughts was a Bad Plan. I'm grateful that someone (particularly someone that has dealt with depression) was online for me to talk to, even if it was more to distract me out ofmy thoughts than ( Read more... )

SolitudeLaugh, and the world laughs with you ( Read more... )

Today I chatted on MSN with an old friend, a friend who walked away from what we had, because it was too painful to bear, too close a reminder of what he once had, and lost. I was saddened because, despite how much he monumentally screwed up, she's okay (I'd go so far to say, she's better than okay), and her and my friendship still stands, and his ( Read more... )

So, Bones last night? Someone, please tell me where to find caps of Booth as he's giving Brennan the little pig. Also, why do serial killers have to look so damn good?! Eppes=Hotness. Damn.

As for Heroes, have I mentioned just how utterly adorable I find Hiro? 'Cause he's so adorable. And also, the eye thing, when Isaac and then Peter do the ( Read more... )

pandoras_evil_t's brother attempted to off himself yesterday by overdosing on painkillers. It's an awful shock, and I'm glad he didn't succeed. I mean, while he can be a severe pain in the ass and a right bother for Ange and her mum, he's a teenage boy. They're supposed to be awfully frustrating. I remember how much I used to despise Iain. Now he's a decent human ( Read more... )

The curse is back, as it's wont to when I (once again, thankfully) fail to get myself knocked up. Okay. I can deal with that. Have been relatively symptomless...unless depression of a sorts is a symptom. And I'm fucking cold 'cause it's fucking freezing out there and the goddamn wind that leaves me half numb. Quite generally put out with life, the ( Read more... )

It's a bad day when I'm playing a simple game and start crying when I make one silly little mistake.

Sad music doesn't improve the mood either.

It's a bad day.

Fin.