..if i keep holding my breath i'm going to disappear..

[_x_thursday_x_]

yea iight well on friday i chilled wit dan..yerp and then on saturday i was gonna chill wit dan but he was goin to some fight against delran up at memorial...which never happened..yea real predictable...so i decided to chill wit corinne since she called me up and i got a ride over her house and then me erin corinne joe and bob walked to marks and i was talkin to erin bout stuff cause i havent really gotten to chill wit her so we caught up on a lot of shit and on our way to marks we kept runnin into people , there were groups of people all over the fuckin place...then we finally got to marks (long ass walk) and there were mad people there like alot...but they were all guys except me erin corinne and this other guys girlfriend..then we had to leave marks cause there was to many people there..so we went through memorial and they like trashed everything...then we went up to wawa and chilled there fo a bit..then we went back to marks..with less people this time...and chilled on his deck thing outside..and me and erin were tired as hell so we jus chilled on the chairs practically fallin asleep...so it wasnt that bad..matt was actin weird tho and it was worryinn erin but it was still all good..then me and erin walked to her house and i was goin to sleep over but i couldnt so her uncle gave me a ride home got home and past out...sunday chilled wit dan and stuff...then he played ice hockey wit zack and ryan and these other guys...then chilled wit him some more..then came home...and i forget wha else happened..slept? ..yea so im tired now...well im out now..sleep eat..do something i dont kno...peece mad love
<3i love dan<3
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when you say my name,
i want to split it from your lips
and hide like whispers in the rain.
when you say my name,
i want to stop it in your lungs
and collect all of your blood to put in the radio.

if i keep holding my breath, all of this will fade away.