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i've been thinking a whole lot lately. i've come to the conclusion that i dont meet the standards i have for others. first off, i'm naive, a liar and always oblivious to everything around me. i fear commitment and anything with a sense of stability. i'm constantly seeking aproval of those around me. i feel like i cant trust anyone, even those i love. i hate being alone, and i'm extrememly clingy. i can barely make a simple decision, because i'm afraid of failure. i fear pain more than i fear death. i either think too much and over anylize, or i dont think at all and make stupid mistakes.
i'm not going to update this thing anymore but i'll keep it so i can comment. and i swear i'm not going emo.