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I feel like watching Amile` again.
But I won't because I don't want to ruin it..
I wish my life was like that.. Full of love, and romanticness.. And surprise.
..
But I fear i'll never get the chance for that. I feel a little sad.
As much as I love Dylan, i don't know how far our relationship can extend from sex..
Don't get me wrong, i think that's an important and beautiful thing between couples..
But Matt's right. Making love is different from sex..
And i don't think Dylan understands that..
We never had the "cute" stage.. we'll never have the caring stage..
and there'll never be that sort of spark and amazing joy like being a child again.
And i feel..
so sad.
it's not an amazing relationship.
..It's just a relationship, thats all... just like any other one..
and i can't help but wonder.. What would have happened if I had of told Matt I liked him.
But I won't because I don't want to ruin it..
I wish my life was like that.. Full of love, and romanticness.. And surprise.
..
But I fear i'll never get the chance for that. I feel a little sad.
As much as I love Dylan, i don't know how far our relationship can extend from sex..
Don't get me wrong, i think that's an important and beautiful thing between couples..
But Matt's right. Making love is different from sex..
And i don't think Dylan understands that..
We never had the "cute" stage.. we'll never have the caring stage..
and there'll never be that sort of spark and amazing joy like being a child again.
And i feel..
so sad.
it's not an amazing relationship.
..It's just a relationship, thats all... just like any other one..
and i can't help but wonder.. What would have happened if I had of told Matt I liked him.