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Today wasn't a great day. I'm mad right now. I've been mad too. I can't say part of the reason since I'm not allowed to write it online because it involves the police. It's stupid, stupid, stupid, and stupid but that's all I can say. Another reason why I'm mad is because I'm not even going to hang out with my best friend over break. We never hang out why the hell do I even say she's still my best friend, I shouldn't. Even on her little hero thing where she puts all her friends pictures she's got everyone on there but me, think how that makes me feel. We don't even talk at all, on the phone, online, or when were with each other. I don't know why I've been friends with her for all these years if it's not even worth it in the long run. She's got her indian friends who she hangs out with all the time, she doesn't need me anymore. She only needs me when she needs a favor or something. We get mad at each other all the time, over the stupidest things ever. It seems like shes only friends with me at the beginning of the year when school starts so that she can have something to do and then when she gets some new friends she doesn't care about me anymore. That really makes me feel great.
I'm so pissed off at myself for being so stupid.
I have to be one hell of a dumbass for still being her friend.
I'm so pissed off at myself for being so stupid.
I have to be one hell of a dumbass for still being her friend.