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What the hell are bestfriends for?
I don't even tell mine everything.
I've watched harry potter actually 7 times in the past 4 days.
I'm planning on watching it once today too.
I'm obsessesd, yes I have noticed, and will admit it.
I guess my life right now is on pause.
I'm just waiting for the "next big or exciting thing" to happen.
So far nothings happened.
I can't wait for break, along with Christmas.
No, not for the presents like normal people, but to see my family.
I miss my cousins and my aunts and uncles and grandparents even though I saw them exactly two weeks ago. I still miss them like c-r-a-z-y.
Probably since I was used to seeing them more than once a week and all the sudden it's been two weeks and I haven't seen them. :'(
I've actually started getting homework now.
I never did since I was always focused in class.
But ever since my lifes been on pause.
I don't do anything, I stair off durring class.
I don't know what my teachers are saying.
Then they call on me and the smartest thing I can manage to say is huh?
I'm struggling with history.
It's a bitch.
I have a 84.3 right now, I think.
Last time I checked [yesterday] it was.
Or something like that.
I think I can get it to atleast an A- by report card day.
Well its 5.00pm.
I'll be leaving now, and going to watch harry potter.
Then watching it again and doing homework the second time through it.
I'm not sure whats going on with me though.
I feel empty like there's something missing.
It's probably the next big thing, whatever that is.
Not to meantion I'm distant and don't tell anyone anything that goes on anymore.
I don't even tell mine everything.
I've watched harry potter actually 7 times in the past 4 days.
I'm planning on watching it once today too.
I'm obsessesd, yes I have noticed, and will admit it.
I guess my life right now is on pause.
I'm just waiting for the "next big or exciting thing" to happen.
So far nothings happened.
I can't wait for break, along with Christmas.
No, not for the presents like normal people, but to see my family.
I miss my cousins and my aunts and uncles and grandparents even though I saw them exactly two weeks ago. I still miss them like c-r-a-z-y.
Probably since I was used to seeing them more than once a week and all the sudden it's been two weeks and I haven't seen them. :'(
I've actually started getting homework now.
I never did since I was always focused in class.
But ever since my lifes been on pause.
I don't do anything, I stair off durring class.
I don't know what my teachers are saying.
Then they call on me and the smartest thing I can manage to say is huh?
I'm struggling with history.
It's a bitch.
I have a 84.3 right now, I think.
Last time I checked [yesterday] it was.
Or something like that.
I think I can get it to atleast an A- by report card day.
Well its 5.00pm.
I'll be leaving now, and going to watch harry potter.
Then watching it again and doing homework the second time through it.
I'm not sure whats going on with me though.
I feel empty like there's something missing.
It's probably the next big thing, whatever that is.
Not to meantion I'm distant and don't tell anyone anything that goes on anymore.