emotional wreck...
I seriously must be losing my mind. I'm turning into an emotional wreck. Or maybe it's just a case of PMS more severe and prolonged than any I have ever had before.
Irritation
Even though I don't show it, recently I've found that it's getting increasingly easy to get on my nerves. And it's especially so for a few select people. For some of them, all they need to know is talk to me and I'd already wish they'd just shut up and go away. In fact, there's this person I think I will block on MSN. I don't know why, but I just get very irritated with THAT PERSON. It's not even like THAT PERSON is being irritating on purpose. It's just this helplessness, this unwillingness to take a risk and figure out stuff that really, really gets to me. I mean, TRY IT YOURSELF. If you eff up the whole code and stuff, just start again and sooner or later you'll get it right. How do you think I figured it out? How am I supposed to know why the music won't load? And how do you expect me to load the music for you? It's not like my computer works so brilliantly and I have so much time to wait for the website to load.
Tears
Maybe I've been watching more touching stuff recently, or else I tear/cry easier at movies now. I watched the 2nd disc of Dr. Zhivago again today and I just started crying because I felt so sad for the characters and how everything was going wrong. I hadn't even cried when I watched it the first time round. And I cried like a baby for A Beautiful Mind. And cried again for An American Rhapsody. Heck, in December, I cried when I was watching 13 Going On 30!
Or perhaps it because as I grow up there are more and more issues that really touch a chord in me and makes me feel close to such stories and stuff. I seriously don't know.
Irritation
Even though I don't show it, recently I've found that it's getting increasingly easy to get on my nerves. And it's especially so for a few select people. For some of them, all they need to know is talk to me and I'd already wish they'd just shut up and go away. In fact, there's this person I think I will block on MSN. I don't know why, but I just get very irritated with THAT PERSON. It's not even like THAT PERSON is being irritating on purpose. It's just this helplessness, this unwillingness to take a risk and figure out stuff that really, really gets to me. I mean, TRY IT YOURSELF. If you eff up the whole code and stuff, just start again and sooner or later you'll get it right. How do you think I figured it out? How am I supposed to know why the music won't load? And how do you expect me to load the music for you? It's not like my computer works so brilliantly and I have so much time to wait for the website to load.
Tears
Maybe I've been watching more touching stuff recently, or else I tear/cry easier at movies now. I watched the 2nd disc of Dr. Zhivago again today and I just started crying because I felt so sad for the characters and how everything was going wrong. I hadn't even cried when I watched it the first time round. And I cried like a baby for A Beautiful Mind. And cried again for An American Rhapsody. Heck, in December, I cried when I was watching 13 Going On 30!
Or perhaps it because as I grow up there are more and more issues that really touch a chord in me and makes me feel close to such stories and stuff. I seriously don't know.