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these past few days have been hell.
i thought i had managed my PA but thursday 5:00 in the morning
i woke up because i could not breathe.
i just couldn't i was having the worst panic attack of my life.
i threw up like mad and then ended up staying home the day.
my brother took care of me and then i just tryed to inhale and exhale all day.
it hurt to do so and it was sooooo hard.
then i got this gnarly purple rash on my face.
i Went to the hospital and indeed it was... a massive panic attack.
i mean ive always had panic attacks but they last a few minutes i hyperventalate and pass out. nothing lasts this long this bad.
the rash was from stress the puking from stress the breathing from stress i guess it all piled up.
so i got some meds but i need to go in for more tests with my own family doctor to tell which type of panic anxiety meds i need.
and they want me to talk to someone... yeah okay.. pffft.
they think im under to much stress to deal with by my self.
so um yeah make me feel better? =]
ill be at school tuesday .
my breathing is getting better and i will be good to go by tuesday maybe even monday! =]
i thought i had managed my PA but thursday 5:00 in the morning
i woke up because i could not breathe.
i just couldn't i was having the worst panic attack of my life.
i threw up like mad and then ended up staying home the day.
my brother took care of me and then i just tryed to inhale and exhale all day.
it hurt to do so and it was sooooo hard.
then i got this gnarly purple rash on my face.
i Went to the hospital and indeed it was... a massive panic attack.
i mean ive always had panic attacks but they last a few minutes i hyperventalate and pass out. nothing lasts this long this bad.
the rash was from stress the puking from stress the breathing from stress i guess it all piled up.
so i got some meds but i need to go in for more tests with my own family doctor to tell which type of panic anxiety meds i need.
and they want me to talk to someone... yeah okay.. pffft.
they think im under to much stress to deal with by my self.
so um yeah make me feel better? =]
ill be at school tuesday .
my breathing is getting better and i will be good to go by tuesday maybe even monday! =]