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Im still alone. Once again. I hate this crap. Why is it so0o damn hard to find a nice guy. Or maybe its just me! maybe im not worthy of a good boyfriend. Who knows??? I know i dont! Man i know i did some messed up stuff in the past but thats all over now. Oh well, i'll be okay by myself for now. Im so glad i have a lot of really good friends that will be there for me when i need them! thats good! Man.. I miss Jesus so much. He's like my Best guy friend (along with Mike, Abner, and Jason) and I havent seen him since last school year! that really sucks! I miss him like Crazy! MY BIRTHDAY IS IN ONE MONTH AND TWO WEEKS. YaY!!! I'll be 16. maybe i'll find someone then... That would be the GREATEST b-day gift EVER! Man... i remember last year on my birthday. I met Vladimir. We were talking for a little while but then we stopped. We never went out! WOW my life is so0o pathetic! RRRRRRRRRRRRR i hate this crap. Im so0o pissed about it! I have nothing else to write about except my pathetic ass life so im just going to shut up!