Thoughts on my mind...

May 05, 2004 22:48

It's about time I met her, the one I want. The one I can see myself with in years to come. I dont understand how I could meet someone for just one week and have that person impact your everyday life in such a dramatic way. I've never looked so forward to hearing someone's voice so much and hearing what she had to say. I've never been this suree about wanting something so bad....I've also never been so confused...It's like a God send to have met her. Everything about her awes me; I know she's unique. I am so thankful to have met someone that can accept my faults and still give me a chance even after starting out friendship "in the whole". She's a rare breed; one in a million. I've been told by some, "You're in love." I dont know about that...love is a strong word that I dont believe should be tossed around like any other word. But I do admit, all the elements are there. it may only be a matter of time.
I've had girls in the past who all they care about are material things and worry about what other people think. They lack all morals just so that they have the reputation they want. They treat themselves like trash and portray themselves as whores just because they think that's what guys want. To me, that's the biggest turn off...I want someone who will be themselves and be proud of who they are and be a genuine single faced person. I have found that...
Sarah, if you read this, I just want you to know that I am sincere in everything I say. If things dont work out with a relationship, I will be completely understanding. But if you do decide that is what you want, I promise I will do anything in my power to make you the happiest person in the world. I swear on everything I care about I will treat you with the upmost respect you deserve.

That concludes my thoughts...
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