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So, me, Brandon, Tim, and Dan went paintballing today. I only got shot twice by the opposing team, but Tim sure lit me up with a shit load of friendly fire. Bastard. I got shot in the jaw though. Way uncool. It swelled up a bit and broke the skin so I'll have a cute little bruise there tomorrow. It's all good though, it was an accident. Overall, it was a pretty kick ass time, can't wait to go again...
I think things between me and Sarah are good again. I dont know what my deal was with that whole thing. I've always trusted Sarah way more than I trusted Lauren, but somehow Lauren got the best of me. Yup, I admit to being a dumbass. I really feel better after talking with her last night though. I knew she was pissed and disappointed and that's what really got to me. I just hope that things can go back to the way they were before all this happened.
As for Lauren, I said what I needed to in the comment I wrote in Sarah's journal, but there is something I want to add. Lauren doesn't seem to think that she's getting involved in my business. At least that's what she told Brandon last night online. You know, it's ok to have your opinion and voice it, but when you start taking action to mess up other people's lives because "it isn't what you want" or it "isn't what you think they should do", that classifies as screwing with people and "poking your nose in my business". If me and Sarah talking makes us both happy, then I don't understand what the problem is. The only thing I can think of that it could be, is that you have control over everything, and you have no control over this situation and I think that pisses you off. If you ask me, you should be more concerned about your life and the friendships you have on the rocks right now. I'm pretty sure Knox is FINALLY fed up with all of your bullshit. And if you care about him like you claim you do, you'll come out of your denial and listen to what he has to say instead of letting it blow over. With that said, "Have a nice day, dear."
I think things between me and Sarah are good again. I dont know what my deal was with that whole thing. I've always trusted Sarah way more than I trusted Lauren, but somehow Lauren got the best of me. Yup, I admit to being a dumbass. I really feel better after talking with her last night though. I knew she was pissed and disappointed and that's what really got to me. I just hope that things can go back to the way they were before all this happened.
As for Lauren, I said what I needed to in the comment I wrote in Sarah's journal, but there is something I want to add. Lauren doesn't seem to think that she's getting involved in my business. At least that's what she told Brandon last night online. You know, it's ok to have your opinion and voice it, but when you start taking action to mess up other people's lives because "it isn't what you want" or it "isn't what you think they should do", that classifies as screwing with people and "poking your nose in my business". If me and Sarah talking makes us both happy, then I don't understand what the problem is. The only thing I can think of that it could be, is that you have control over everything, and you have no control over this situation and I think that pisses you off. If you ask me, you should be more concerned about your life and the friendships you have on the rocks right now. I'm pretty sure Knox is FINALLY fed up with all of your bullshit. And if you care about him like you claim you do, you'll come out of your denial and listen to what he has to say instead of letting it blow over. With that said, "Have a nice day, dear."