Vampiric Turn Ons
Blood lust is one of the best types of sins.
Well today started off with major tiredness. Then I got really hyper. I wrote on Kevin's binder, but I speeled his name Keven, so I decided to write penis, but spell it like I used to. I used to think it was spelled penus. LMA0, I'm a dum dum. I finally finished my pastel project for art, and now we start on a miniature cartooning unit. Sickk! In Interior Design, Justine bit my neck, and it was pretty hot. Like turn on hot. Like vampiric hot. LOL, it's obvious why biting isn't exactly encouraged in school...you can't have horny kids all over.LMAO. I'm so easily amused. We started "Romeo and Juliet" today in English, and I was enraptured. I've never experienced Shakespeare until today, and it was incredible. We got to like two pages, but the way he words thing is amazing. I am now in love with him and I can't wait to read more by him. It's just so..I don't know how to put it, but it's just simply superb. In Spanish I felt really smart and it was odd.
I was thinking about society a lot today. Why is it that there are the girls considered "babes" or "hot" or anything liek that. I mean I was looking around, and there are so many girls that are really pretty and have so much to offer, but aren't really in that "popular type" croud. I mean who even invented stereotypes. It's ridiculous.Some girls have so much to offer, an get lost in the fact that next to some people, they would be ignored. I disliek sterotyping. I take that back, I hate it. But Let's just say I was one to sterotype. I wouldn't fit in anywhere. I'm shy and outgoing on occasion, I have good grades, but I'm not exactly straight-edge, I'm not straight, I dress how I like, sometiems revealing, sometimes a comfortable hoody. I have like no "close" friends, because it seems like even me and Kelly are "drifting" apart. I can't keep friends, but that doesn't worry me, because I really am getting into my school work. I'm setting my sights pretty high, but I think it would be incredible to be named Valedictorian. I'd make my Dad proud and that would make me happy. It would make Frankie be ecstatic, and he'd forget the mistakes I ade in my past, and it would make Mikey feel preoud that I'm his little sister. WHen it comes down to it, I start thinking, do I have what it takes? I don't know. I want to try. But there are so many other smart people. Can I make it? Who knows?*sigh*
I seriously don't mind not being close with too many people, but one thought has actually been nagging at me lately. Will I ever get another girlfriend/boyfriend. I mean it would be awesome. But it seems everyone's hitched these days, and seeing that sort of makes you long for it. Like, I don't really think anyone would like want me, and it doesn't bother me. I mean we're just in high school. But what if I never get someone that truly lieks me for me. I hate the fact that I am always what if what if what if...
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Well today started off with major tiredness. Then I got really hyper. I wrote on Kevin's binder, but I speeled his name Keven, so I decided to write penis, but spell it like I used to. I used to think it was spelled penus. LMA0, I'm a dum dum. I finally finished my pastel project for art, and now we start on a miniature cartooning unit. Sickk! In Interior Design, Justine bit my neck, and it was pretty hot. Like turn on hot. Like vampiric hot. LOL, it's obvious why biting isn't exactly encouraged in school...you can't have horny kids all over.LMAO. I'm so easily amused. We started "Romeo and Juliet" today in English, and I was enraptured. I've never experienced Shakespeare until today, and it was incredible. We got to like two pages, but the way he words thing is amazing. I am now in love with him and I can't wait to read more by him. It's just so..I don't know how to put it, but it's just simply superb. In Spanish I felt really smart and it was odd.
I was thinking about society a lot today. Why is it that there are the girls considered "babes" or "hot" or anything liek that. I mean I was looking around, and there are so many girls that are really pretty and have so much to offer, but aren't really in that "popular type" croud. I mean who even invented stereotypes. It's ridiculous.Some girls have so much to offer, an get lost in the fact that next to some people, they would be ignored. I disliek sterotyping. I take that back, I hate it. But Let's just say I was one to sterotype. I wouldn't fit in anywhere. I'm shy and outgoing on occasion, I have good grades, but I'm not exactly straight-edge, I'm not straight, I dress how I like, sometiems revealing, sometimes a comfortable hoody. I have like no "close" friends, because it seems like even me and Kelly are "drifting" apart. I can't keep friends, but that doesn't worry me, because I really am getting into my school work. I'm setting my sights pretty high, but I think it would be incredible to be named Valedictorian. I'd make my Dad proud and that would make me happy. It would make Frankie be ecstatic, and he'd forget the mistakes I ade in my past, and it would make Mikey feel preoud that I'm his little sister. WHen it comes down to it, I start thinking, do I have what it takes? I don't know. I want to try. But there are so many other smart people. Can I make it? Who knows?*sigh*
I seriously don't mind not being close with too many people, but one thought has actually been nagging at me lately. Will I ever get another girlfriend/boyfriend. I mean it would be awesome. But it seems everyone's hitched these days, and seeing that sort of makes you long for it. Like, I don't really think anyone would like want me, and it doesn't bother me. I mean we're just in high school. But what if I never get someone that truly lieks me for me. I hate the fact that I am always what if what if what if...
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