sickness...bleh!
im coming down with something...i think its just a cold. but whatever it is, it doesnt feel nice.
a little something for all of you to know, that guy working at bestseller cafe is OH.SO.FUCKIN.GORGEOUS! mmhmm. and he makes my white moca frost with 1/2 a shot of almond roca oh.so. PERFECTLY. have a taste sometime ;)
anyhoo. guy is becoming pretty insistent that we spend more time together. in the begining he was pretty paranoid &hesistent about us being seen in public but now its me. i dont know. i just feel weird about the whole thing. he'd ask me things like, "how come you never ask me to go out?" &to be totally honest with everyone but him, its because i dont want to. i like sneaking into his house without anyone knowing. i like recieving his calls while my friends are around. i like having them ask all sorts of questions but i'll always keep them guessing. its fun to creep.. it can be a turn on at times.. &besides, i still like tim.
i dont know what it is or why i even bother getting all gushy everytime he'd text or come around but its just something i cant control. he's just simply an awesome, straight up, down to the dirty earth, kind of guy. he dropped by my work yesterday &my heart stopped. we talked for awhile, &laughed a few laughs that kept me smiling for the rest of the day...&for about 15 mins. i was wishing that i was korean (simply because his mandatory requirments for a girlfriend includes just that). oh well. i knew having feelings for him would be a lost cause because im not korean &he's leaving in september. i guess i'll just have to appreciate the fact that he's at least there for me as an awesome friend
a little something for all of you to know, that guy working at bestseller cafe is OH.SO.FUCKIN.GORGEOUS! mmhmm. and he makes my white moca frost with 1/2 a shot of almond roca oh.so. PERFECTLY. have a taste sometime ;)
anyhoo. guy is becoming pretty insistent that we spend more time together. in the begining he was pretty paranoid &hesistent about us being seen in public but now its me. i dont know. i just feel weird about the whole thing. he'd ask me things like, "how come you never ask me to go out?" &to be totally honest with everyone but him, its because i dont want to. i like sneaking into his house without anyone knowing. i like recieving his calls while my friends are around. i like having them ask all sorts of questions but i'll always keep them guessing. its fun to creep.. it can be a turn on at times.. &besides, i still like tim.
i dont know what it is or why i even bother getting all gushy everytime he'd text or come around but its just something i cant control. he's just simply an awesome, straight up, down to the dirty earth, kind of guy. he dropped by my work yesterday &my heart stopped. we talked for awhile, &laughed a few laughs that kept me smiling for the rest of the day...&for about 15 mins. i was wishing that i was korean (simply because his mandatory requirments for a girlfriend includes just that). oh well. i knew having feelings for him would be a lost cause because im not korean &he's leaving in september. i guess i'll just have to appreciate the fact that he's at least there for me as an awesome friend