haunted by more than just my word?
why do I flirt with danger always in all ways
when it comes to my favorite subject yo thats You?
it's like cosmic CONtradiction to storm to with-in CENTimeters of that line where you'll neVer sTalk to me again as if to prove to myself that i would do ANY THiNG for you?
when it comes to my favorite subject yo thats You?
it's like cosmic CONtradiction to storm to with-in CENTimeters of that line where you'll neVer sTalk to me again as if to prove to myself that i would do ANY THiNG for you?
i'm So losing it.
feel like checking myself into a forward backwrd psychoward, my tits hurt, my hand doesn't bend back all the way & the arm burns & pangs inside. at least lexi is speaking to me... i can't tell you how important it is that you make nice w/ her & make-up for whatever you did, & i don't know what it was, but you kNOw how girls are, you're supposed to just KnoW what you did w/o us having to tell you
that's the most important thing, if i were to guess howe to make nice
remember when i asked you what it meant
& you were like whatever i wanted it to mean (not or-something-like-that, it was something-Better-than-that! , probably in like our 3rd convo or something.
so joansing now, & i'm scared of a lot of things, one being if i feel so shitty, i can't be happy go lucky for LAYLA -
i didn't taper down slow enough bc of that, always wanting to dew MorE, sea where it's got me.
but just maybe you're gonna come through for me in a way i never expected
we'll sea. i ONEder
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