Jun 06, 2005 23:31
Eh why do I try to make people happy when I end up feeling like shit? I can never tell people how I really feel. I can't even quit my fucking job because I know it would upset my boss and so either way (if i quit or don't) I get screwed. Ah I'm always setting myself up to feel like crap and I'm tired of it; then again I can't do anything about it either.
Eh well I'm ranting over shit that I should not rant about and that most of you probably could not give a crap about. Therefore I am going to bed so that I can lay there and think and worry. But yeah I'm absolutely fantastic otherwise.