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My Letter to You,
I'm used to getting hurt. I can handle getting turned down, but it's the lying that kills me. You told me one thing, and made me so happy, but you lied. My happiness was a lie. The smile I finally got to wear across my face was a lie. You made me optomistic. You gave me hope. It's the fact that you gave me hope that makes these tears keep flowing. The fact that you made me think something good was going to happen. How dare you give me hope. How dare you make me happy when i haven't been happy in so long and then take it away from me like that. How dare you be able to control my emtions like that. How dare you treat them with such carelessness. How dare you hurt me like this for everyone to see. Stop trying to make me laugh, or trying to make it okay, its not. You hurt me. You hurt me when all i have been lately is hurt, and you knew that. You knew how fragile i was, and how desperatly i needed something to go right, and how dare you take advantage of that, and hurt me, hurt me so bad. How dare you ever make me feel happy and how dare you ever make me feel like this. I should never have to feel like this because of you. I never knew you had it in you to do this to me, but i guess you did. I take it all back, all the smiles and laughs, they're mine. You don't deserve them. You have no right to ever make me happy again, when you have hurt me so bad.
I'm used to getting hurt. I can handle getting turned down, but it's the lying that kills me. You told me one thing, and made me so happy, but you lied. My happiness was a lie. The smile I finally got to wear across my face was a lie. You made me optomistic. You gave me hope. It's the fact that you gave me hope that makes these tears keep flowing. The fact that you made me think something good was going to happen. How dare you give me hope. How dare you make me happy when i haven't been happy in so long and then take it away from me like that. How dare you be able to control my emtions like that. How dare you treat them with such carelessness. How dare you hurt me like this for everyone to see. Stop trying to make me laugh, or trying to make it okay, its not. You hurt me. You hurt me when all i have been lately is hurt, and you knew that. You knew how fragile i was, and how desperatly i needed something to go right, and how dare you take advantage of that, and hurt me, hurt me so bad. How dare you ever make me feel happy and how dare you ever make me feel like this. I should never have to feel like this because of you. I never knew you had it in you to do this to me, but i guess you did. I take it all back, all the smiles and laughs, they're mine. You don't deserve them. You have no right to ever make me happy again, when you have hurt me so bad.