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Jan 12, 2005 22:44

my last entry makes me sick.
i hate who i have become.
i miss the old tish.
i never cared about image or other stupid worthless s@#!
ugh, i even have a stupid haircut to prove it.( i am never cutting my hair again)
i have been so selfish.
i haven't done anything to help anyone but myself.
ugh
i give up.
i am tired of trying to be someone i am not.
i know i may sound like an idiot but you know what i dont care.
i give up on anger and insecurity, there are so many other, more important things to worry about.
i give up on judgement and jealousy.
i am sure every one of you is beautiful in your own ways and i am sorry if i thought otherwise,
and i am sorry for... well, more than i care to type.
ugh,

this is my last entry...at least for a while.
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