I may be leaving but...
These past few days I've been dying to write a lot of things, and I didn't remember I had this lj to do it.
I'm tired. 22 days from now I'm going to be on an airplain flying to Europe on a trip that might change my life forever. But is not only my life that's gonna change... because I made this decision the life of everyone that surround me is gonna change too, and I hate it. I hate it because their life are changing not because they want to, but because *I* wanted to change *mine*.
And it's not even like that really. I just want to travel, get to know some parts of Europe, and live an experience that I might not be able to live again, because now is the right time to do it. But I don't wanna change my life. I love my life. This year was a freakin' great year and it was all thanks to my friends, those friends I'm "leaving behind", those guys that I'm gonna miss so much. I wanna make that trip and I wanna come back and see my friends again. Because I'm not even in the airport yet and I'm already missing them all. Especially my group of friends, the one that kept me going through this year, that group that I *so* hope does not fall apart without us (me and the friend I'm going with) here. Because they need each other, and because I need them still together when I get back. Because I so want to come back, whether people believe me or not.
If any of you is reading this, I wanna tell you something:
1- No critiquen mi inglés, es choto pero hace mil años que no escribía en ese idioma :P
2- I love you, guys, so f*cking much. You have no idea how much, and how much I'm gonna miss you. Gotta love the internet as the best way for us to keep in contact. Take care of each other, please, and be happy. Oh, right! and don't you dare to replace me!! You wouldn't want another smart, awesome, hot chick that's not me as your friend, right? Right? RIGHT?!
A song to all my friends, follow the link.
Miles Apart
by Yellowcard
If I could I would do all of this again
Travel back in time with you to where this all began
We could hide inside ourselves and leave the world behind
And make believe there's something left to find
We'll be miles apart
I'll keep you deep inside
You're always in my heart
A new life to start
I may be leaving but you're always in my heart
Now we've all grown up, gone on and moved away
Nothing I can do about it, nothing I can say
To bring us back to where we were when life was not this hard (life was not this hard)
Looking back it all just seems so far, so far away
We'll be miles apart
I'll keep you deep inside
You're always in my heart
A new life to start
I may be leaving but you're always in my heart
I'd give it up for just one more day with you
Give it up for just one more day
I'd give it up for just one more day with you
I'd give it up for just one more day with you
Give it up for just one more day
I'd give it up for just one more day with you
I'd give it up for just one more day with you
Give it up, give it all away
I'd give it up for just one more day with you
We'll be miles apart
I'll keep you deep inside
You're always in my heart
A new life to start
I may be leaving but you're always in my heart
I need you now, we're miles apart
I'll keep you deep inside
You're always in my heart
I need you now, we're miles apart
I may be leaving but you're always in my heart
I'm tired. 22 days from now I'm going to be on an airplain flying to Europe on a trip that might change my life forever. But is not only my life that's gonna change... because I made this decision the life of everyone that surround me is gonna change too, and I hate it. I hate it because their life are changing not because they want to, but because *I* wanted to change *mine*.
And it's not even like that really. I just want to travel, get to know some parts of Europe, and live an experience that I might not be able to live again, because now is the right time to do it. But I don't wanna change my life. I love my life. This year was a freakin' great year and it was all thanks to my friends, those friends I'm "leaving behind", those guys that I'm gonna miss so much. I wanna make that trip and I wanna come back and see my friends again. Because I'm not even in the airport yet and I'm already missing them all. Especially my group of friends, the one that kept me going through this year, that group that I *so* hope does not fall apart without us (me and the friend I'm going with) here. Because they need each other, and because I need them still together when I get back. Because I so want to come back, whether people believe me or not.
If any of you is reading this, I wanna tell you something:
1- No critiquen mi inglés, es choto pero hace mil años que no escribía en ese idioma :P
2- I love you, guys, so f*cking much. You have no idea how much, and how much I'm gonna miss you. Gotta love the internet as the best way for us to keep in contact. Take care of each other, please, and be happy. Oh, right! and don't you dare to replace me!! You wouldn't want another smart, awesome, hot chick that's not me as your friend, right? Right? RIGHT?!
A song to all my friends, follow the link.
Miles Apart
by Yellowcard
If I could I would do all of this again
Travel back in time with you to where this all began
We could hide inside ourselves and leave the world behind
And make believe there's something left to find
We'll be miles apart
I'll keep you deep inside
You're always in my heart
A new life to start
I may be leaving but you're always in my heart
Now we've all grown up, gone on and moved away
Nothing I can do about it, nothing I can say
To bring us back to where we were when life was not this hard (life was not this hard)
Looking back it all just seems so far, so far away
We'll be miles apart
I'll keep you deep inside
You're always in my heart
A new life to start
I may be leaving but you're always in my heart
I'd give it up for just one more day with you
Give it up for just one more day
I'd give it up for just one more day with you
I'd give it up for just one more day with you
Give it up for just one more day
I'd give it up for just one more day with you
I'd give it up for just one more day with you
Give it up, give it all away
I'd give it up for just one more day with you
We'll be miles apart
I'll keep you deep inside
You're always in my heart
A new life to start
I may be leaving but you're always in my heart
I need you now, we're miles apart
I'll keep you deep inside
You're always in my heart
I need you now, we're miles apart
I may be leaving but you're always in my heart