ch1. nothings changed (Thank god!)

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I/m the ultimate catholic school girl, i/m the ultimate. I/m the ultimate dreamless teenaged slacker, but I am far too rich to be hopeless. I have been granted every wish in my life, and obviously I am not grateful for any of it. I put a lot of effort into not bothering, and it isn/t changing thank you. I probably smoke too much. I probably drink too much. I probably lie too much, indulge too much, cheat too much. I don't want to go to college because I like being a dumb teenager. I don't want to grow up because I like being without responsibilities. I'm a fucking typical teenager and all I know is; Fuck your bands, fuck your art, fuck your friends. Fuck the book I/ll never write, fuck the art I/ll never produce, fuck the words I/ll never bring myself to say. Because more than likely I/ll never go anywhere, so fuck the childish dreams.
heres to the living (smoke weed everyday).