fuckingg uppppp...
sometimes u have days where u just dont wnat anything to do with anyone, and ur just tired of everyone bitching and complaining at you for stupid thing, some days u just cant stand this whole life u live, u cant take all the drama, all the troubles with boys,. and the list can go on , but then there are days when u just love the life u live, u appreciate it and u are appreciated by others, sometimes u just need to let your life take contorl and let things happen, then theres other times when u need to take control of your life, sometimes u feel that noone in this whole universe ever thinks about you and just acts like you dont even exist, sometimes you want people to notice you and be liek oh look i havent talked to her in a while ; and go up and talk to you, there are also times when you feel crushed becuse life isnt going as well as you want it too. You will go through timees when things arent working out with the family, boys, friends, school, and just the whole world in general, there are also other times when things are just awesome and are almost perfect adif there not, its pretty damn close. When those times come you need to appreciate it ... All im trying to say is that my life is going okay.. but not as good as i want it to be.. Just be aware of the things tht happen in life and the events tht happen and realize that everything in life cant always be perfect, everyone goes through hard times . so just hope for the best and always expect the worse.!
Life can be a handfull. but its your life, and if u dont want it to be a handful, make the right decisions, and appreciate the life you live. ..... and DONT fuck up.. you only live once so enjoy but be careful...
this entry is random.. but i wanted to let my feelings out abou tmy life.. and let you guys know.. cause' apparently ... noone listens to me anymore... "im losing control"
catch me when i FALL...