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today i began going through the paper work and discussing policies and procedures with my head manager. there is a lot i was worried about, that i've now come to realize won't really affect me as much as i was thinking. i really need to work on NOT over thinking and over-analyzing everything to death. its going to kill me one day, i swear. or my brain is just going to start eating the rest of my body. seriously.
last night i had a really good catch up talk with dani. we talked about everything (like usual), and it felt really good to get her perspective on some of the things going on in my head. we talked about moving a lot, and it got me thinking. i actually can't wait. its SO far off, but its all i've been thinking about lately. i can't wait to get out of london, and be out on my own (meaning not in the same city as my entire family!). i can't wait to live with my best friend/boyfriend and not have to be lonely and grouchy from monday to friday afternoon.
and please, if you have any kindness in your hearts....
don't leave comments or talk to me about making sure i don't get too excited because "you never know what will happen." i've been hearing that a lot lately, and its making me think people don't want me to be happy or don't believe that i can finally do something i've wanted to do for a long time.
i didn't think it was much to ask for people to believe in me.
thanks! <3
last night i had a really good catch up talk with dani. we talked about everything (like usual), and it felt really good to get her perspective on some of the things going on in my head. we talked about moving a lot, and it got me thinking. i actually can't wait. its SO far off, but its all i've been thinking about lately. i can't wait to get out of london, and be out on my own (meaning not in the same city as my entire family!). i can't wait to live with my best friend/boyfriend and not have to be lonely and grouchy from monday to friday afternoon.
and please, if you have any kindness in your hearts....
don't leave comments or talk to me about making sure i don't get too excited because "you never know what will happen." i've been hearing that a lot lately, and its making me think people don't want me to be happy or don't believe that i can finally do something i've wanted to do for a long time.
i didn't think it was much to ask for people to believe in me.
thanks! <3