if you want roses, then go buy a bouquet.

[_withglory]

i used to write beautiful things. where did that go? i was inspired two days ago. where did that fly to?

tomorrow i will indulge. i will do my homework, and then i will indulge in beautifying myself. that may mean tattoo or piercings, but it is something i have to do. i have been waiting a long time for it. and if you make yourself feel beautiful on the outside, then what can stop you from making that commitment to the inside of beauty? i hope you understand, it may not be a permanent thing. this is something that i must do for myself.

say anything makes me feel alive with memories.

i will be okay tonight.