I'm crying, let's make a toast

[_with_love]

I'd like to keep wishing and waiting and dreaming. And I'd really like to have that picture in my head again where it all works out in the end just like we imagined. And I'd love to keep staring at your photos smiling remembering how I made you smile.  And I'd love to be excited because you're coming over and it's been 2 days since we've seen each other last. And I'd love to be tired because we couldn't get off the phone late in the night. And I'd love to love every single thing that I love about you.

But I can't anymore.

We've got to quit lying to ourselves.

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