just a little ditty
This is quite possibly the first time I've chilled with Joe and been bored...I attribute that entirely to the fact that he's passed out like a log, immobile softly snoring, and I'm not gonna be able to fall asleep for a little while, but it's stilla weird feeling to have...it's not like I haven't been in this very situation before.
Today I didn't feel like myself at all. Storm woke me up a million times because he was agitating from the thunderstorm. Normally I don't let him sleep in my room but when he's scared shitless I can't just leave him on his own. But eventually Rich had to come and get him out of my room and barr the way up the stairs so that he couldn't come up anymore. Poor guy...before the barrier I shut my door and he was outside of it scratching at the carpet to calm his nerves. I couldn't take it anymore, he tried to crawl into my bed which he's totally not allowed to do and then he veered off the path I made for him in my room and started stepping all over everything. I couldn't take it anymore. I know he misses my dad but fuck, I need sleep dammit! Needless to say I was grumpy all day, then had to work for 7 hours.
Went on the Behemoth for the second time tonight. Maybe it was because I was sitting in a different spot but the drop definitely didn't have the same impact on me the 2nd time. The 1st time it completely knocked the wind outta me...this time it was more like WEEEEEE...meaning enough air in me to scream. It didn't compare at all...I need to determine if where I sat really did make all the difference.
Indy's gonna be mad I didn't wake him up...but nothing I do will get the job done...and I'm not gonna smack the kid cuz who wants to wake up to that?? Blah. He doesn't quite understand how he is when he sleeps...heavy and impossible to stir. Don't get me wrong I don't mind that much that he's spent most of the time together tonight sleeping, he had a really early morning and the past few nights have been short and restless for him too, but I'd like to watch an entire movie with him every once in a while lol. Especially when we make it a point to watch all 6 Star Wars movies over a 3 days period. Minor things. Is is about that time? I dunno. We've been an anomaly from the start so hopefully we'll bypass this one.
I should try to get some sleep.
Today I didn't feel like myself at all. Storm woke me up a million times because he was agitating from the thunderstorm. Normally I don't let him sleep in my room but when he's scared shitless I can't just leave him on his own. But eventually Rich had to come and get him out of my room and barr the way up the stairs so that he couldn't come up anymore. Poor guy...before the barrier I shut my door and he was outside of it scratching at the carpet to calm his nerves. I couldn't take it anymore, he tried to crawl into my bed which he's totally not allowed to do and then he veered off the path I made for him in my room and started stepping all over everything. I couldn't take it anymore. I know he misses my dad but fuck, I need sleep dammit! Needless to say I was grumpy all day, then had to work for 7 hours.
Went on the Behemoth for the second time tonight. Maybe it was because I was sitting in a different spot but the drop definitely didn't have the same impact on me the 2nd time. The 1st time it completely knocked the wind outta me...this time it was more like WEEEEEE...meaning enough air in me to scream. It didn't compare at all...I need to determine if where I sat really did make all the difference.
Indy's gonna be mad I didn't wake him up...but nothing I do will get the job done...and I'm not gonna smack the kid cuz who wants to wake up to that?? Blah. He doesn't quite understand how he is when he sleeps...heavy and impossible to stir. Don't get me wrong I don't mind that much that he's spent most of the time together tonight sleeping, he had a really early morning and the past few nights have been short and restless for him too, but I'd like to watch an entire movie with him every once in a while lol. Especially when we make it a point to watch all 6 Star Wars movies over a 3 days period. Minor things. Is is about that time? I dunno. We've been an anomaly from the start so hopefully we'll bypass this one.
I should try to get some sleep.