Jan 04, 2005 10:30
Weeeeeeell ~
Yesterday : I went to the mall with Samantha, Mack, & Cortney. It was fun. Then went to a little shin-dig where I almost got a kiss = Yuck! It was cool. It got funner as the night went on. Then Cody kicked everyone out cause "Someone stole his cell phone". Bummer. Not really. I was ready to go when I saw a handful of people there and there names will remain 'hush-hush'.
I'm starting to wonder where I'm going to end up with my life. I don't want to graduate. I don't want to leave all of friends. The only way I will leave without a fight is if I get to take everyone with me (: and that's not possible. What will happen to all the great friendships I have now? Are they going to fade away? Will I never see them again? Or will I? I'm going to miss everyone soo extremely much! I don't want to grow up .. I'm going to move to Neverland with Peter. No, I'm just kidding. There comes a time when you have to grow up .. am I ready? You know, I say I can't wait to get out of this house .. I really don't and then I really do. I'm scared but willing to move on ... AH, I'm scared =\ I'm going to make the best of my last high school years. Mark my words. I WiLL have fun. And if I'm not .... haha what am I saying? I WILL!!!
I want to let everyone know that "I love you guys oh so very much & I treasure our friendships and times we had/have to come" <3
-- Me