what else is newwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
i always need to be doing something, i can't ever be alone anymore. it makes sense why things have looked up for so long and it makes sense why i've developed this separation anxiety and it makes sense why i obsess over things being okay and it makes sense why this one small thing affects me in such a huge way and everything always makes sense but in a who-cares kind of way.