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heii peoplez..well today went by pretty quick..not the best day ever but w.e not gonna get into specific detail bout that..anyways..wow i had so much fun on thursday!! jup jup! i went to the fair and had mad fun..i saw alot of my old friends which was really cool..so yea and of course i pigged out! lol..i had carmel apple..elephant ear..corn dog and corn on the cob..mmmmmm!! that was so flippin good!! lmao..so yea tomorroz mikez birthday!! woo!! i gotta get him a gift! lol...i wanna get him earings cuz he just peirced his ears ..but i dunno cuz iv asked for peoples opinion and there like no dont get him that..so i dunno..but w.e so yea im gonna chyll wit my bro this week!! were gonna go either to the mall or to the beach! =D cant wait! he actually told me oh im gonna hang out with u this week =D so yea im really happy bout that..we havent chylled in a long time .. spring break!! watch i bet money its gonna go by flyin!! on fridaii i got those 15s to go to..im takin mike wit me..and i think tony said he was goin too wit his cousin..and davids goin too so were gonna have mad fun! =D but yea..i been REAllY confused lately..cuz i spent all thursday wit this guy from my past..and we kissed..and i dunno it brought back all these feelings but i just cant get wit him for soo many reasons...for one..my mom dont like him all that much..then one of my friends had liked him and even though she says she dont anymore i knoe she does and i cant do that to her..and then hes 18 and im 16..but that dont really matter..but w.e then theres just so many other complications but the thing is that hes so perfect in so many ways..hes the sweetest thing in the world to me..and he treats me so good like u have no idea... and i kno he cares and likes me sooo much..and i dunno..we been through so much in these past three years and for some reason we keep on commin back to eachother and i dunno its just so weird cuz theres signs tellin me not to get wit him but then other signs tellin me to get with him..and then jorgie called me todaii which he hasnt done in a long tym..me and him are like completly done but he called me today to chyll and so i was like omg and i kinda got feelings for him again..but i dunno cuz he told me he wanted to chyll tonight and he told me he was gonna call me tonight so we can go out but he never called bak..so like i hate that bout him..like he sold me out dirrty.. so like w.e im droppin that like a bad habbit..but w.e i dunno im just so confused bout everything right now...i think i just need to chyll and not think bout things so much...i really just wanna have fun but then im scared im gonna loose somethin really good..so i dunno..w.e i g2g ill update soon as i can..xoxo mwaz.. <3 jackz