Feb 22, 2005 14:15
heii..thanx to everyone whos been comentin!! i really appreciate it! but yea everything is pretty much the same..i went to the keys all weekend! i got a huge sunburn! lol..but i like it..everyone says i look black..lol..i think im red..but anyways..early release is thursday! =) i dont think im doin anythin.. judy wants to go to the beach but i dont kno if im gonna do that... anyways..bout jorgie..things are pretty bad still..were friends but thats bout it..i dont think hes gonna gimme another chance..=( i think he likes tis other girl alot..i dunno wha to do..some people tell me not to sweat it and act like i dont care and that he'll come back...others tell me to show him i care and he'll come back..i dont agree with any of them cuz i dont think i blew my chance..but if i had to pick i think i would do the second one..which is wha i am doin..i kno i shouldnt sweat it and act like its all good but im not like that...i cant play that game..im to str8 out u kno..so im gonna try to prove to him how much i care and how much i like him..hopefully he'll realize its true..i dunno..this other girl is gettin in my way big tym..the funny thing is that she was my friend..of course i aint talkin to her no more...she dont kno i kno everythin shes done and all the shyt shes doin ..but shes bout to find out..today in the locker room she said wussup to me..i jusst looked at her wit this face and kept walkin..im pretty sure she got the picture cuz she didnt say hi anymore..and tomorro davids gonna confront her and tell her wtf is up wit her doin him wrong like that and bein a bitch to me behind my back like that...so i dunno we'll see wha happens wit that..i honestly dont care bout that..all i care bout is gettin jorgie back..w.e ill update as soon as i can..xoxo mwaz...hopefully he goes to skool tomorro cuz i have him for 4th..we'll see cuz he was sick today and when i talk to him online a lil while ago he told me he was pretty sick..aright imma go now..once again..lol..xoxo mwaz..