I know what you mean about people doing things without you - most of this week I've been in, not really through choice, I mean, I didn't mind because I'm fairly used to be in all the time, especially at home. But when I did try and meet up with some people to go out it didn't work, and it was already half 8-ish and I didn't want to walk by myself all the way to the cinema in the dark. So I stayed in.
You doubt the people you know, but you also don't. They say that Uni is the time you'll meet people that you'll know for the rest of your life, which I can believe, but at the same time I wonder if this will all turn back to how it was at school, for me. I have quite small groups, especially in seminars, and I don't even know the people in my seminars - like, there are a few girls that talk to eachother quite a bit when we're waiting to go into the seminar room, and I'm just kind of...standing there.
Personally, home was a bit over-rated. Maybe it's just my home. It was nice for about 2/3 days, then I was ready for a change again. But I'm going through my 'I want to move/change/run' thing again. It comes and goes. Blah. I understand fully about people who know who YOU are, I miss that with us, and not just with in-jokes, but how you pretty much KNEW me, and I knew you. It's weird. But I guess we have to remember there was a point in Year 9 & 10 when we didn't really know each other - I mean, I suppose it was only in 6th Form that we all got to really know each other.
Who's this person? I think I may know, but I'm not sure. I'd tell his to relax - 20 is still really quite young in the grand scheme of things - and he's doing medical school because he WANTS to, right? He enjoys it, right? If so, then what's the worry? Life without plans makes life that bit more exciting. And I've taken to only making plans for what I'm gonna do on the day, or on the night - okay, not so good when people want plans, but I like being spontaneous :)
One thing. don't do you drunk counselling - it's not the best idea :P Having been a reciever of it and watching you in action. Bless ya, though.
You're nosey because you are. That's just you. Even more so when drunk, bit if it helps, I don't think less of you - if you are a whore or if you're alone.
Lastly. I have visited youuu - so now it's YOUR turn. Love youu xxx
Uni is a bit evil in the way it feels really at home when you're with people and then occassionally when you're by yourself and you don't want to be you feel like an outcast. stupid uni. And do you think it's paranoid to expect friend groups to break down. cause it's like i don't wanna get too close cause i don't want to be stuck without people when the group splits but then while the group is togethr i'm not really friends with anyone. strange but i can't help it. my mind runs away with me.
And i shouldn't really tell you who he is - cause that's a bit unfair and stuff but you're stelle and that's enough explaination for me to tell you - just don't tell him i told you - guy who came to dinner with us.
And i like being spontaneous as well but it doesn't work unless people are feeling the same spontaneousness as you - if you see what i mean. cause otherwise you're just doing stuff by yourself and you can't go dancing by yourself!!
i know i know - me+drink=most horrific conversations ever. oh dear i don't even wanna think about what i might have told him - luckily i can't remember most of it so it's less embarressing for me :D
Yup, Uni is a bit evil in that way. I think friend groups will break down, but, hmm, I see how you don't want to ge ttoo close. Everyone's mind runs away with them at the best of times.
Spontaeousnesessesss is fun indeed but, yeah, a lot of people like planning don't they. Okay. Well, we do have a pub crawl organised for tomorrow. But the rest of the week is a mystery to me. Oh buggar, I need to fit in that assignment somewhere, lol.
Hahaha. You and drink. I just being REALLY apologetic.
You doubt the people you know, but you also don't. They say that Uni is the time you'll meet people that you'll know for the rest of your life, which I can believe, but at the same time I wonder if this will all turn back to how it was at school, for me. I have quite small groups, especially in seminars, and I don't even know the people in my seminars - like, there are a few girls that talk to eachother quite a bit when we're waiting to go into the seminar room, and I'm just kind of...standing there.
Personally, home was a bit over-rated. Maybe it's just my home. It was nice for about 2/3 days, then I was ready for a change again. But I'm going through my 'I want to move/change/run' thing again. It comes and goes. Blah. I understand fully about people who know who YOU are, I miss that with us, and not just with in-jokes, but how you pretty much KNEW me, and I knew you. It's weird. But I guess we have to remember there was a point in Year 9 & 10 when we didn't really know each other - I mean, I suppose it was only in 6th Form that we all got to really know each other.
Who's this person? I think I may know, but I'm not sure. I'd tell his to relax - 20 is still really quite young in the grand scheme of things - and he's doing medical school because he WANTS to, right? He enjoys it, right? If so, then what's the worry? Life without plans makes life that bit more exciting. And I've taken to only making plans for what I'm gonna do on the day, or on the night - okay, not so good when people want plans, but I like being spontaneous :)
One thing. don't do you drunk counselling - it's not the best idea :P Having been a reciever of it and watching you in action. Bless ya, though.
You're nosey because you are. That's just you. Even more so when drunk, bit if it helps, I don't think less of you - if you are a whore or if you're alone.
Lastly. I have visited youuu - so now it's YOUR turn. Love youu xxx
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And do you think it's paranoid to expect friend groups to break down. cause it's like i don't wanna get too close cause i don't want to be stuck without people when the group splits but then while the group is togethr i'm not really friends with anyone. strange but i can't help it. my mind runs away with me.
And i shouldn't really tell you who he is - cause that's a bit unfair and stuff but you're stelle and that's enough explaination for me to tell you - just don't tell him i told you - guy who came to dinner with us.
And i like being spontaneous as well but it doesn't work unless people are feeling the same spontaneousness as you - if you see what i mean. cause otherwise you're just doing stuff by yourself and you can't go dancing by yourself!!
i know i know - me+drink=most horrific conversations ever. oh dear i don't even wanna think about what i might have told him - luckily i can't remember most of it so it's less embarressing for me :D
kissesandhugs for stelle
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Spontaeousnesessesss is fun indeed but, yeah, a lot of people like planning don't they. Okay. Well, we do have a pub crawl organised for tomorrow. But the rest of the week is a mystery to me. Oh buggar, I need to fit in that assignment somewhere, lol.
Hahaha. You and drink. I just being REALLY apologetic.
xxx
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