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Yesterday I took the afternoon off school. and so now I have all of todays homework plus yesterdays which pretty much sucks. It's not like it's hard homework or anything, it just seems like so much so I'm dreading getting started. I don't know about everyone else, but it definately doesn't seem like I'm in grade 12 yet. Even with all the whole talk of prom and the comittee and everything, but I'm sure it will kick in. The University Fair is at the Metro Convention centre on like the 29-31 or sometime around then. Who else is going? because I don't think i want to take the bus and subway by myself.
Right now there actually isn't too much drama in school. There are like problems with some people, but they aren't like yelling it to everyone, they actually just go to a few personal friends and try to talk it through now. I can safely say that I love that. Although I'm not too sure that will last.
Of course there are still a few gossipers, actually still the same major one as last year. I just don't really come in contact with her:) *sigh* how lovely.
So I kind of wish i could dance, however random that may be. Then i could go to like all the social gatherings and not be so self-concious so then I could just let loose. But the last time I went to dances, it was be as slutty as possible and there is no way that's happening anymore. And I have no idea if thats what other people are still doing but i hope not. Because then I would just be like jumping around lamely while they...well weren't, to say the least. :p
Um I have so much more randomness to talk about but it's kind of not important what so ever. and then I would have to think of words to describe it all.
Theres still a few problems with Darren and I, actually we were the closest to over as ever yesterday. But I guess both of us realized just how close it was and how scarely that was...so i suppose we were scared straight? Well we both think we will make it through these dumb, rough times because most of the time that we fight it's just stupid. like realy really stupid. But whatever, eventually things will even out.
Schools. Where am I going? I really just want to figure out which one and which program and know I'm getting in so i don't ahve to worry about it anymore. And figure out all the loans and what I'll be paying each month for the rest of my life and those type of things.
But we all know that won't happen. Especially not before I finish my grade 12 semester 1, second week homework :p. so maybe I should get on that now.
OMG!!!! I just remember: SEASON FINALE OF BIG BROTHER TONIGHT WHAAAAA' ??? Britt, if you read this first soo call me afterwards so we can chat it up.
Actually, I lied, i didnt just think of it, i heard a commercial for the seaon finale of somethign else. but i'm still pretty damn excited. it's soooo Boogie. like duhh.