i-love-you. i-love-you. i-love-you. whats your name?
Well, Ok. I don't know where to begin or if I should even begin or even end. I'm not sure what I should say in here I mean it is my personal online diary so I should be able to write whatever I want in it? Yes? No. I can't, but I think I might because a lot of my friends from the U.S. and stuff still read this every once in a while to my amazement, just to see how my life is going. I guess I shouldnt stop posting the honest truth just because of something, but I don't know I feel as though it wouldnt be right. Well enough of this. I just wish Kelley would respond to me in one way or another and I mean I seem to have missed her all week on aim and she doesnt seem to be responding to my email, perhaps she didn't get it. Maybe she'll read this and check her email or maybe she doesnt read this anymore considering she doesnt post in her livejournal and in that case perhaps I should just write the honest truth in here because its not like she'd read it and its not like she'd ever get my email and understand what is going on. I think I may just write whatever comes to mind then because I mean, I don't see why I really shouldnt.
Sorry about that it was more or less just myself thinking. Well lately not a whole lot has gone on. Its been school and more school. Kelley broke up with me again a little more finally by saying that we should see other people and that she may like chris and such. More school went on and we had a little fight because I thought it was a little decieving of how she broke up with me, but its beyond that and it doesnt quite matter anymore. The one good thing about things like that is that you know that no matter what in a week they'll be over and done with and it wont even matter anymore. Some more school happened then and well, I've been really busy trying to finish some reports and stuff for some finals. Yesturday school wasnt too bad. There was a fight between this really really huge kid and this not so huge kid. Needless to say, the huge kid won, however the not so huge kid didn't quite lose. He did pretty good for being such a wimpy kid, it was good to see someone stand up for themselves for a change, too bad it ended with a few black eyes and bloody noses though. Doesnt anyone split up fights anymore? Nah I didnt think so. After school I packed up some things and headed for Holly's house. When I got there she was in the middle of having an argument with her boyfriend Mike on the phone about how they rarely see each other anymore and stuff like that. Her mom made us this really really good lamb and mint sauce dinner and it was just sooooo good. I swear I ate for like an hour and a half after taking mini breaks every once in a while to digest some food and then pack some more in, it was just sooo good. Then her mom went out with a friend and I think they went to a play maybe, but yeah, theyre not coming back home till tomorrow afternoon sometime. Well that more or less leaves today. Today was one of those days when you wake up and you feel great and it just progressively gets worse. Hm, perhaps worse isnt the best word, it just gets more, oh well I cant think of a word to describe it. I woke up just like any other day. I made breakfast with Holly and we ate while playing scrabble. Then we watched a few movies, talked to Kristen on the phone for a while and then played some more scrabble and ate some more and so on. Then around 10:00 when we were watching Princess Bride, I think Holly kissed me but I'm going to be honest here and say that I'm not sure if it was her that kissed me, or if I kissed her. At the time it seemed like a great idea so we just kept kissing each other but then I got a phone call from Bruce and apparently Pedro had gotten into a fight or something and was beat up pretty badly and was in the hospital and thats more or less all he knew. Well with that news, I kind of freaked and everything was then ruined and I cant stop worrying about if he's okay or not. I was hoping Kelley would be online, I'm not sure if shes talked to anyone online today and knows anything but I guess I can't really ask her if shes not online. So that leaves me here, worrying about Pedro non-stop and wondering why the hell Holly and myself were kissing especially since she's still going out with Mike. I just don't quite know at all. Well, I think I'm going to go to bed because Holly's already asleep and it gets kind of creepy here at 3 in the morning.
Sorry about that it was more or less just myself thinking. Well lately not a whole lot has gone on. Its been school and more school. Kelley broke up with me again a little more finally by saying that we should see other people and that she may like chris and such. More school went on and we had a little fight because I thought it was a little decieving of how she broke up with me, but its beyond that and it doesnt quite matter anymore. The one good thing about things like that is that you know that no matter what in a week they'll be over and done with and it wont even matter anymore. Some more school happened then and well, I've been really busy trying to finish some reports and stuff for some finals. Yesturday school wasnt too bad. There was a fight between this really really huge kid and this not so huge kid. Needless to say, the huge kid won, however the not so huge kid didn't quite lose. He did pretty good for being such a wimpy kid, it was good to see someone stand up for themselves for a change, too bad it ended with a few black eyes and bloody noses though. Doesnt anyone split up fights anymore? Nah I didnt think so. After school I packed up some things and headed for Holly's house. When I got there she was in the middle of having an argument with her boyfriend Mike on the phone about how they rarely see each other anymore and stuff like that. Her mom made us this really really good lamb and mint sauce dinner and it was just sooooo good. I swear I ate for like an hour and a half after taking mini breaks every once in a while to digest some food and then pack some more in, it was just sooo good. Then her mom went out with a friend and I think they went to a play maybe, but yeah, theyre not coming back home till tomorrow afternoon sometime. Well that more or less leaves today. Today was one of those days when you wake up and you feel great and it just progressively gets worse. Hm, perhaps worse isnt the best word, it just gets more, oh well I cant think of a word to describe it. I woke up just like any other day. I made breakfast with Holly and we ate while playing scrabble. Then we watched a few movies, talked to Kristen on the phone for a while and then played some more scrabble and ate some more and so on. Then around 10:00 when we were watching Princess Bride, I think Holly kissed me but I'm going to be honest here and say that I'm not sure if it was her that kissed me, or if I kissed her. At the time it seemed like a great idea so we just kept kissing each other but then I got a phone call from Bruce and apparently Pedro had gotten into a fight or something and was beat up pretty badly and was in the hospital and thats more or less all he knew. Well with that news, I kind of freaked and everything was then ruined and I cant stop worrying about if he's okay or not. I was hoping Kelley would be online, I'm not sure if shes talked to anyone online today and knows anything but I guess I can't really ask her if shes not online. So that leaves me here, worrying about Pedro non-stop and wondering why the hell Holly and myself were kissing especially since she's still going out with Mike. I just don't quite know at all. Well, I think I'm going to go to bed because Holly's already asleep and it gets kind of creepy here at 3 in the morning.