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Today has been kind of an off day. I woke up really late and missed my first class and that really sucks. I dont know why, but it got me really mad, a lot more mad than it should have gotten me. The rest of my classes were ok, basically the way they always are. I ended up then having to go and help Dave with the project/report thing we have to do. I did get to talk to kelley today briefly, but I still did and it was awesome. I miss talking to her the way we used to, its just like theres no time anymore. I don't know, us talking for some reason seems to have fallen far down on the list of important things or something because it seems as though we rarely talk and whenever we do, its only for a bit and nothing really that in depth. I sometimes wish all her friends would go on vacation all on the same weekend so we could actually have a chance to talk again. But yeah. Then I ended up going and hanging out with Holly and Stuart. We played some card games and scrabble and ate this really good ice cream. Then Stuart had to finish his homework so Holly and I just talked for the rest of the night. I guess Chantel told her I had a lousy time at her friends party because she asked me about it. It was kind of awkward, I mean its not that I had a bad time, it was just not exactly what I wanted to do at that moment. I mean the party was a pretty good one and Chantel was a cool gal, but I would have just rather been doing something else, I dont quite know what, but I know it wasnt being at that party. The wierdest thing of the night was when we were talking and Holly kissed me and it was rather awkward but I didnt want to say anything and make her feel bad, but I think she took care of that herself anyway because she left about a minute after because she was really embarrassed. I dont know. This has just been a weird night. And I've spelt weird many different ways tonight and I keep forgetting if its wierd or weird. Its just one of those things when you know you know whats right but after writing it so many times you just cant tell because it looks all the same. After Holly left and Stuart and I finished gold fish, I went home. It wasnt very nice outside either, it was really cloudy and rainy today. Not the warm sunny rain but the cold wintry rain. It sucked, considering I have merely a bike to get home, however I have found that I love riding my bike now and I ride it almost everywhere. Needless to say, to end my night off I ended up getting sick. I'm not looking forward to tomorrow, I can tell already its going to be one of those days where its a true struggle to simply get out of bed. I think I'm going to go sleep now, I dont think there could be anything more comforting than laying down in warm blankets, that is, other than laying down in warm blankets with her beside you.