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I dont know Im of losing my mind I kind of felt stupid talking to kelley tonight I havent smoked for 2 days and its making me go insane. ive ben eating chocolate non-stop and gum too, my mouth hurts. I've kind of been drinking lately too cuaz the age here is 18 not to a point where I'm getting drunk live eevery night, but more than usualy si=nice I dont drink at all. I don't know. I havnt been able to fall aslee peither and then during t he day when i have to do things i start to fall aslepe so i've been taking caffinated mint pill things and theyre making me lose my mind tool. So I'm kind of ADD-ish and I think Kelley got a \annoyed at one poin butt I dont know. I got ice craem on my shoes and i lots my shitr but i saw the dresden doll video from a halloween show and they wer really cool. i didnt mind teh whole strippign thing until the guy started doing it, then i minded it a tad. but after that it was cool. scabdates is out on wednesday, i forgot how to speel wednesday for a minute. it should be awesome. i already downloaded a little bit of it. i think kelley should get it. she might like it but i dont know if she likes the mars volta live. she probably hasnt heard them live. wait, does kelley even like the mars volta, i think she does but i cant remmber mabye that was something else. that song she told me to listne to was good. i forget teh name but it was really long and there was a disco. i cant get the song that has the i walk 500 miles thing in it out of my head and i dont know what song it is so i know im siging the lyrics wrong and its making me tick. i dont want to go to class tomorrow i really dont want to but i have to and t hat sucsks. but i dont think it matters becasue i;ll probably just sleep hopfeully. i hope i dont have ny tests tomorrow, actually i do but i forgot to study, ho well. i hope i dont do that bad or that if i do do bad taht it doestn hurt my grade that much i wihs kelley would come on line tomorrow i think im juts going to hange out or soemthin gbecasuet heres ntohign to do and i dont have anythign to do and i miss talking to her i hope she has a good day tomorrow wait i think shes mad at me, yeah she was mad at me but im sorry i didnt mean to make her mad i thought she was daitn ga puerto rican guy but she wasnt and shes not closeminded either. i think im going to go to bed now. good night. oh an d the live dresden dolls dvd comes out on the 22nd and im going to watch it all and thatll be really exciting and i saw holly today nad we hung out with her and her friend and her friends girlfreind and it was ok and she told me that she thinks i should date other girls and so did kelley so i think girls rae crazy becsause im fine the way im am. bye.