*she might need a lot of lovin but she don't need you...
just got back from visiting dartmouth a little while ago. its beautiful and id love to go there but i dont think id get in. so im chillen here in my pajamas listening to my new obsession..tom petty and the heartbreakers...found my sisters i pod last night...taking advantage of that one.
things are so confusing. one minute i feel so strongly about it and then i wake up the next morning and forget that i even questioned it. im just so lost abt the whole thing. frustrated that i cant be honest, confused abt where i stand. and yet at the same time i still wish i thought i didnt have a chance in hell. somehow it seems like things would be much easier that way.
so were going mini road tripping tomorw. gonna be such a hott time w amanda an marg. so get excited. i cant wait til summer. ok winters fun but its gotten so old by now, definetly ready for some nice weather and beach trips.
things are so confusing. one minute i feel so strongly about it and then i wake up the next morning and forget that i even questioned it. im just so lost abt the whole thing. frustrated that i cant be honest, confused abt where i stand. and yet at the same time i still wish i thought i didnt have a chance in hell. somehow it seems like things would be much easier that way.
so were going mini road tripping tomorw. gonna be such a hott time w amanda an marg. so get excited. i cant wait til summer. ok winters fun but its gotten so old by now, definetly ready for some nice weather and beach trips.