~cigars in the summertime, under the sky...
haven't really updated in a while. things have kinda crazy that past couple weeks. tried to update once, wrote such a hott entry but then it wouldnt let me post so yea. finally on vacation. started out awesome, now its not really going as planned but what can ya do...
went up to killington this weekend, had some qualtiy chill time w d-unit, definetly a hott time. nice to finally hang out alone. but we all know who ruined that sweet moment...nate. i just dont understand....we broke up almost a year ago yet he still feels like he can control my love life. ok maybe its complicated but still he needs to accept im over him and have been since we broke up.
talked to tom for the first time in a while yesterday. made me think back to last summer. feels like yesterday we were down on the rocks, me manda an marg w/ tom an all his friends. hes coming back this summer but i dont want to see him. i dont regret many things but getting involved w him is somehting i completely regret and will never forgive myself for...
speaking of regret...ive decided to never tell a guy how a really feel until it gets really serious. ive learned that nothing good comes from it.
changed my room around today. a yearly occurance but it always puts me in a better state of mind. i get bored of the same old thing so its nice to switch it up every once in a while. an it makes me have to clean my room really well so thats always a plus. cleaning always makes me feel better for some odd reason. an i watched the final episode ofhte oc from season one tonight, considering the events which took place earlier tonight im not thinking this was the best night to go that...lets just say if you need a good cry theres a good place to turn to.
margs away in bermuda (i hate her)lol. can't wait til she gets back. we gotta have another mall night w/ manda. speaking of which i def need to get those pics from last time. its amazing we made it home that night, definetly as they say "a shocka."...i love my friends!
went up to killington this weekend, had some qualtiy chill time w d-unit, definetly a hott time. nice to finally hang out alone. but we all know who ruined that sweet moment...nate. i just dont understand....we broke up almost a year ago yet he still feels like he can control my love life. ok maybe its complicated but still he needs to accept im over him and have been since we broke up.
talked to tom for the first time in a while yesterday. made me think back to last summer. feels like yesterday we were down on the rocks, me manda an marg w/ tom an all his friends. hes coming back this summer but i dont want to see him. i dont regret many things but getting involved w him is somehting i completely regret and will never forgive myself for...
speaking of regret...ive decided to never tell a guy how a really feel until it gets really serious. ive learned that nothing good comes from it.
changed my room around today. a yearly occurance but it always puts me in a better state of mind. i get bored of the same old thing so its nice to switch it up every once in a while. an it makes me have to clean my room really well so thats always a plus. cleaning always makes me feel better for some odd reason. an i watched the final episode ofhte oc from season one tonight, considering the events which took place earlier tonight im not thinking this was the best night to go that...lets just say if you need a good cry theres a good place to turn to.
margs away in bermuda (i hate her)lol. can't wait til she gets back. we gotta have another mall night w/ manda. speaking of which i def need to get those pics from last time. its amazing we made it home that night, definetly as they say "a shocka."...i love my friends!