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I don't think I should ever read old, hurtful letters. I just read a really old, really frustrated email, a not nice one by any means, from last year and honestly, though all this progress has been made, it upset me and i don't know whether i want to go downstairs to kiss you and thank you for every difference between this year and last year, or just stomp down and slap you for ever speaking to me in such a fashion. i think i am going to stay here for a while, and contemplate all the things i am grateful for, and hope you don't come up here until i've recovered.