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lets talk about my horribly horrible day
this morning i leave late for school and then get stuck in traffic-- arrive at 724 and then instead of turning down 11th i go all the way around by padua and then park in this huge spot which was visible from 11th.. stupid move.
then i come in and isolate myself in my mind from everyone else and make believe that people hate me =/
couldnt figure out my sat registration pw/username.. tried for forever
laptop needs a new system board so its going in tomorrow and they tell me that i should have saved my things to the HardDrive but theres no way to do it right now, so "dont worry about it"
english. self explanatory. all i have to do is look at her and i get pissed off.
chem quiz, i was all ready for it -- screwed that one up so bad. sucks.
history-- ive turned in the same paper like 10 times and im tired of printing it out, sorry but im lazy
after school i go to go to the gym with grace and get stuck in major traffic. im impatient so i was pissed off. then i gave up easily and made up excuses as to why i was tired because frankly i cant work out
gas tank was on E so i went to get gas.. couldnt figure out the damn thing and made an ass of myself
come home and do homework and binge on salad and "cheese its"
hear my mom screaming and crying and leave the seclusion of my room to stand there holding her, not knowing what was going on, just holding her and hoping that she would stop crying because it was making me cry. pappys got cancer. he doesnt care if he lives or dies, he just wants to be with my grandma. my mom cant go through this again, i cant. it was just one year ago in april that my grandma passed away from cancer. god really doesnt like me today
then i reassure her itl be ok and return to hw because im a bitch who's swamped with work
go out and tan to relax because i was tired of crying over history homework and Martin Luther King Jr. at the salon i go into one of the rooms, get undressed and then go to get in the cancer box (how appropriate that i use one when it kills everyone i know) and oh wait, it isnt set up. so i put my clothes back on to alert the girl and then it magically turns on.. so i undress again
then i pulled into Happy Harrys because i wanted to go to a flower shop but i couldnt make a uturn. freaking Happy Harrys doesnt sell flowers, so i bought her two packs of flower seeds haha, a cute card, two bags of black twizlers (her favorite) some nailpolish and a candle that was called an angels incite or hope, and a cute bag for the stuff. she really like it.. it made her cry again, but happy tears
found out sat scores and didnt do as good as i wanted to
umm and im sure something else pissed me off today
love you all.. please pray for my pappy, i dont want to lose him right now
this morning i leave late for school and then get stuck in traffic-- arrive at 724 and then instead of turning down 11th i go all the way around by padua and then park in this huge spot which was visible from 11th.. stupid move.
then i come in and isolate myself in my mind from everyone else and make believe that people hate me =/
couldnt figure out my sat registration pw/username.. tried for forever
laptop needs a new system board so its going in tomorrow and they tell me that i should have saved my things to the HardDrive but theres no way to do it right now, so "dont worry about it"
english. self explanatory. all i have to do is look at her and i get pissed off.
chem quiz, i was all ready for it -- screwed that one up so bad. sucks.
history-- ive turned in the same paper like 10 times and im tired of printing it out, sorry but im lazy
after school i go to go to the gym with grace and get stuck in major traffic. im impatient so i was pissed off. then i gave up easily and made up excuses as to why i was tired because frankly i cant work out
gas tank was on E so i went to get gas.. couldnt figure out the damn thing and made an ass of myself
come home and do homework and binge on salad and "cheese its"
hear my mom screaming and crying and leave the seclusion of my room to stand there holding her, not knowing what was going on, just holding her and hoping that she would stop crying because it was making me cry. pappys got cancer. he doesnt care if he lives or dies, he just wants to be with my grandma. my mom cant go through this again, i cant. it was just one year ago in april that my grandma passed away from cancer. god really doesnt like me today
then i reassure her itl be ok and return to hw because im a bitch who's swamped with work
go out and tan to relax because i was tired of crying over history homework and Martin Luther King Jr. at the salon i go into one of the rooms, get undressed and then go to get in the cancer box (how appropriate that i use one when it kills everyone i know) and oh wait, it isnt set up. so i put my clothes back on to alert the girl and then it magically turns on.. so i undress again
then i pulled into Happy Harrys because i wanted to go to a flower shop but i couldnt make a uturn. freaking Happy Harrys doesnt sell flowers, so i bought her two packs of flower seeds haha, a cute card, two bags of black twizlers (her favorite) some nailpolish and a candle that was called an angels incite or hope, and a cute bag for the stuff. she really like it.. it made her cry again, but happy tears
found out sat scores and didnt do as good as i wanted to
umm and im sure something else pissed me off today
love you all.. please pray for my pappy, i dont want to lose him right now