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im such an idiot! i've finally realized how fake people are. i can't believe it took me this long. i don't why. i guess i just had some faith in people.
high school is such bullshit. people call you a hypocrite for something you do,(because everything you do is everyones business!) and they do almost the same thing except worst! to that person : how can you live with yourself after all the terrible things that you said? and you had the balls to call me a hypocrite!! at least i had the guts to say what i thought. you're weak! and i've lost all respect for you!
other then that, things have been great. meghan was home and i had a blast with her. i wish she didnt have to leave. she's one of the very few people i can trust anymore. thanksgiving was cool. had dinner with the family and then kiry, adam, matt, david, lindsey, allison, and i played cards for a while then played catch phrase and if(what else do we do).
then friday, i hung out with steven all day. i don't know what im doing with him and if we are right for eachother but whatever man! then i went the the ulrich's for bobby's bday which was exactly what i needed.
then yesterday i babysat which was a lot of fun because ryan is just the cutest thing ever. and today i went to meghans to day goodbye and now im watching the 7th heaven marathon and waiting for kiry and adam to get back from the city to see if they wanna chill for a lil while.
ttys-love ya much!
high school is such bullshit. people call you a hypocrite for something you do,(because everything you do is everyones business!) and they do almost the same thing except worst! to that person : how can you live with yourself after all the terrible things that you said? and you had the balls to call me a hypocrite!! at least i had the guts to say what i thought. you're weak! and i've lost all respect for you!
other then that, things have been great. meghan was home and i had a blast with her. i wish she didnt have to leave. she's one of the very few people i can trust anymore. thanksgiving was cool. had dinner with the family and then kiry, adam, matt, david, lindsey, allison, and i played cards for a while then played catch phrase and if(what else do we do).
then friday, i hung out with steven all day. i don't know what im doing with him and if we are right for eachother but whatever man! then i went the the ulrich's for bobby's bday which was exactly what i needed.
then yesterday i babysat which was a lot of fun because ryan is just the cutest thing ever. and today i went to meghans to day goodbye and now im watching the 7th heaven marathon and waiting for kiry and adam to get back from the city to see if they wanna chill for a lil while.
ttys-love ya much!