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the other night was so perfect...or as close to perfect as i know...i was talking to sari on the phone for like a million hours...the things she says to me are just to sweet...her words are simple and beautiful...she knows just how to make me smile...she always finds a way to slip in a beautiful word or two that just send a lightening bolt through my soul...it strikes me just right...i cant help but love her...she is perfect...haha as im writing this im smiling...i just have this feeling about her...i dont wanna fuck things up with her and rush into it...i think we were meant to be together...so i just got let things happen naturaly...just be myself...and she loves me for that...just being me...i've never had anyone have this much of an impact on me...she just brings out this whole other side in me...i dont have to be tough or anything around her...i dont have to try and hide feelings for fear of resentment as is the case when you hang out with "the guys"...she's just so...i dont know how to put it other than PERFECT