'twas brillig

[_what_freedom_]

hmm.. interesting past few weeks.
if anyone wants to visit me at my place of occupation, come on in to border's and keep me company and watch me sell my life away one hour at a time.
i just got promoted.. i'm wondering if that really is good?
i feel kinda empty.. like im running on empty.
strange feeling.
i miss mike a lot.
i miss ethan and i miss sean.
i'm going to miss jon a lot.
it's a very uncomfortable feeling..
i feel weird not having monica around too.. i miss her tremendously.
coming straight home from "follow your heart tuesday" and not doing anything feels eerie.
so did being there with five people.
its just a bunch of emptiness.
the only thing that keep me entertained is alice in wonderland..
and giving blood (which i now do every monday..)
weird.
one funny thing happened recently, and that was "Bat's Day" at Disneyland.
and some perverted bigot of a "man" that comes into Border's every week to buy playboy..
and ask me which "flavor cookie" i am..
its sad going to bed at 9:04 in the pm on follow your heart night.
goodnight.