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two months ago my dad died.
it's funny how so much can change in as little as two months.
it's all gone by so quickly.
a month ago i had just spent my first night here.
i didn't even think about what had happened a month before that because so much was going on.
i was meeting people, trying to find a place to fit in.
but i'm happy.
regardless of all the shit i've been through in these past two and a half years. dad's fight with alcoholism, his stroke, and his death. even after the depression i went through this summer. i'm finally happy.
i realize all the mistakes that he made in his life, and i'm willing to face those. not make the same mistakes that he did.
if i have children, i don't want them to lose me before they really become adults.
life is good.
it's funny how so much can change in as little as two months.
it's all gone by so quickly.
a month ago i had just spent my first night here.
i didn't even think about what had happened a month before that because so much was going on.
i was meeting people, trying to find a place to fit in.
but i'm happy.
regardless of all the shit i've been through in these past two and a half years. dad's fight with alcoholism, his stroke, and his death. even after the depression i went through this summer. i'm finally happy.
i realize all the mistakes that he made in his life, and i'm willing to face those. not make the same mistakes that he did.
if i have children, i don't want them to lose me before they really become adults.
life is good.