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Basics
♥1. Name: Tammy
♥2. Age: 18
♥3. Sex: female
♥4. Location: Lowell "millcity" MA
♥5. Sexuality: straight
♥6. Status: taken
♥7. Siblings: a sister and a brother (no picture of him)
What Makes You YOU?
♥1. Name one life altering experience, good or bad. Be as specific as possible.
It'll probably be the time my parents kicked me out. It was a time when everyday seemed routine, boring and just every emotion that ran through that house was surpressed. No one expressed anything at all. The house was being repainted and everything was crazier than the norm. I gotten into an agruement with my father the day we moved backed in, things got a little out of hand and he basically kicked me out, well I kind of moved out on my own too if you really think about it. I ended up at my grandmother's sharing a room with my cousin who was just recently evicted herself. This was around the beginning of junior year. Living with my grandmother was basically like living on my own, she was never here. She never cooked, clean or anything, not the typical granny. So I learned to be on my own, only communicating with my sibs and my depressed mother to see that I wasn't living there anymore. But living here made me independent more so then I've ever been, gave me a chance to express myself more towards people, and not be afraid of what I think or say or anything at all. Eventhough this was a "bad" experience getting kicked out, it come out as a positive thing, not because I got out of that environment, but how I handle it. I could've made a big deal with it and complained about everything, but instead I just took it in and dealt wih it and came out a better person.
♥2. Marilyn Manson said, "People don't keep journals for themselves, they keep them for other people. Like a secret they don't want to tell, but they want everyone to know.” What sort of information is contained in your Live Journal? Is it friends-only? Why/Why Not? Prove you have brains behind that beauty
My lj is my life. My daily thoughts are poured onto them, poems, life alternating moments. Most of my entries are friends only, most of the time because I have a problem trusting people. These are my thoughts, and to certain people I allow them to be read by the ones I trust. I know that they would not pass any judgement one them.
♥3. If you had to give up one IMPORTANT thing in your life, what would it be? Explain why you think you could live without it.
My laptop. I thought I could never live without my baby. But then a couple of months ago it betrayed me and broke down right before my huge research paper was due along with a huge lab report due the next day. It was about two months before I got it back. During the time without the baby, I managed reasonably well without it. Planned my assignments , went to--- sorry, LIVED in the library for the majority of the time. I could manage without, but I just prefer to live with it.
♥4. What point in your life so far have you felt the most confident and perfect? Explain the scenario and your feelings attached to it. Provide a picture if possible.
I know this is corny and whatnot but I feel confident and perfect when I'm with the hubby the night of Graduation. Dancing in the rain in the mcd's parking lot, finally getting the diploma, and being with the person I love. I felt like I was on top of the world, not caring that lightening could strike at any moment. Then when he proposed to me I knew that I was complete and perfect. He was the only one that made me feel like I don't have a flaw in the world and to think that I'll spend the rest of my life with him made me believe that I wasn't just another person, but I did indeed matter to at least someone in the world.
Me and the hubby
Time To Reveal Your Beauty!
♥1. First and foremost, a cute picture of you. Try to have one that shows your face really well.
♥2. Now, a picture of something/someone you love dearly. A person, pet, or object.. Whatever!
Isn't it obvious?!?!?
♥3. Next, we want to see a picture of you at what you consider your worst. One with no make-up, or silly make-up… One where you looked and first cringed. How can we love you at your best if we haven‘t seen your worst?♥
i was the queen at the bk in london... queen elizabeth had nothing on me
♥4. Post 5-10 pictures of you. Any pictures you'd like. Prove to us how gorgeous you are.
era and i is sexy, can't beat those shiny teeth
yes thats right Kurt's guitar, be jealous
♥PROMOTE IN YOUR JOURNAL. If it is friend-only, make one entry that’s not with just the banner/link to us. If you really feel it necessary not to, Post it in your user info. Provide the link here so we can check: http://www.livejournal.com/users/hawaiiankoala/85660.html