..The change has come..
No one ever said that it would be easy..but I didn't think it would be this hard.
Nothing has been more painful than having to say goodbye to my mother and knowing that it will be months before I see her again. She's coming to visit in february and then I won't see her until July. I have never felt a stronger bond with anyone in my life..she is the most important thing to me. Nothing is more comforting than merely being in her prescence. She just left on a trip with her best friend..I feel an empty hole. I've been sobbing since she walked out of the door. I don't think she'll ever know how much I love her. I wish that her insecurities didn't get in the way of her knowing that. I hope she knows that she's the greatest. I love her so much.
*emo*
Nothing has been more painful than having to say goodbye to my mother and knowing that it will be months before I see her again. She's coming to visit in february and then I won't see her until July. I have never felt a stronger bond with anyone in my life..she is the most important thing to me. Nothing is more comforting than merely being in her prescence. She just left on a trip with her best friend..I feel an empty hole. I've been sobbing since she walked out of the door. I don't think she'll ever know how much I love her. I wish that her insecurities didn't get in the way of her knowing that. I hope she knows that she's the greatest. I love her so much.
*emo*