..What is it anyhow?..

Dec 12, 2005 22:58

I can't believe that I am still torturing myself over something that makes no difference now at all. Something that doesn't matter. Insignificant and stupid. I shouldn't let it ruin my day..or anything. But I'm regretting friending him on myspace...that's for damn sure. Maybe I shouldn't say anymore. I have nothing to say really anyway except regrets and little things that I wish I had done differently, acted more or less cautiously or what have you.

Moving on.

Today was AMAZING!! PT in the snow, as always...must entertaining, push ups rocked my world as always and my arms hurt a lot after 2 rounds of slap happys and 10 scarecrows as my legs burned a bit after 2 rounds of foot fires..but hey, that's what PT is for right?? For some reason, during unity ralley my ear drums hurt a lot..and Reaves is really hot..yes she is. I'm not letting go of that one :) haha I love working/being around hot women..it rocks my world! Anyhow..the team went up to the 6th floor of headquarters to do feedback. It went SO friggin well. I think I got a lot out that I needed to say and it was recieved very well and I'm really appreciative of the things that were said to me. Some good points were raised, some that I knew would come up and others that I was suprised about. I'm glad that there was lots of positive feedback, I was scared that it would be too negative. Basically Ginevra rocks my universe and never ceases to amuse me when I need some excitement in my life..like hot damn..skeet skeet! haha muddddda fucka! anyhoooooo basically um yea.

Meeting tonight was good..talked with Nevy wich was good as well. Sang my brother happy birthday and all that jazz...Luke now has a celli again, I gotta call hiim! I miss that bitch! haha ;) ummm I'm on crack...yes, and by crack I mean Ramen noodles and bottled water. :D I'm working 11 hours tomorrow and 11 hours and 45 minutes the day after..yay N.E.L.A. I gotta hit the book and find an early morning meeting and make sure my sponsor got my message. Damn life is so friggin busy. I spoke tonight at Monistary, I'm glad..it was nice. My hands got so cold tonight that they hurt really bad and I couldn't feel them for five mintues. I blame Beth and Ginevra for calling me. I had to return calls on my walk home and therefore my hand was un-gloved and out of my pocket. I think I have frost bite. Alisha said it was supposed to snow tonight, I hope she didn't lie to me..or I'll kill her...ALISHA DEATH!!!!!

Wow, I need sleep.

Why is Massive Attack so hot? like seriously..so hot! *sizzle* *Sweat* dayum. It must stop now..gotta change this music. It frustrates me so. Oh yes.

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