Nov 11, 2006 19:20
so the sweet 16 was alright. nicole looked really nice i liked her dress a lot. but i had no voice and everyone made fun of me. and i can't help but absolutely hate when i see certain people. and i mean just hate so much. i can't stand them.
today i woke up, my throat was horrible. i went to the doctor and waited for like almost an hour for dr. natasha (her name really is natasha) to come in and it took her 2 seconds to say i have an ear infection or something.
all i've done is lie in bed and watch friends or grey's anatomy. usually i always watch friends, and those episodes go by fast. but grey's anatomy seems a lifetime longer because well it's like almost an hour show and there's so much going on. i'm still only on disk 1 and there seems to be like 20 episodes on it, maybe 10 but whatever.
i couldn't go to isabels today for her sisters birthday party and i feel bad. but i'm soo tired. and lazy. i at least did my math hw though, so i feel very much accomplished. i'm gonna eat dinner and then continue watching grey's anatomy all night.
and i'm also starting to wonder who my real friends are lately. i feel like i can't trust people who i'm supposed to be able to trust. how do i know if they're my friends if i feel like if i wasn't friends with them anymore, it wouldn't really bother them. hmm.