A few issues I'd like to bring up
JANET JACKSON FEAT. BLACKSTREET - I GET SO LONELY
I'm so freegin' confused, sad, excited and everything
else. I'm excited because I graduate next Wednesday and
my buddy comes back home on Sunday from vacation. Im sad
that the class of 2005 will all be going there seperate ways.
After this summer coming up, there is no guarantee of being
'friends for life' as we like to call it. I'm extremly confused
about college. I'm set on Shaw University but then again,
I'm not. My aunt works at Unversity of MD Eastern Shore and now
I'm thinking about attending. I'm seriouslly taking into account
going to Shaw University for a semester, or year, which ever one
is easier, then transfering to University MD Eastern Shore. My
mind is bouncing every where right now. Friday is my last day of
school & we're sitting around in class doing shit. I just sit there
thinking about my buddy. Not to add on to my confusion, but I got
home today and there was a package from my ex, Aaron.
Being in love is something hard to bare. Its nice or whatever but
when it's over, it's hard to return to it. Since we broke up, its
been hard but I moved on a little every day. Wouldn't you? As I
moved on, I started talking to males that I stopped talking to like
that since I was in a relationship and didn't want to mess that up.
Because my ex wants to get back with me, I can NOT just istantly
pour out my feelings to him and slow up the pace I have with my buddy.
I can't do that. I won't.
Karma is a motherfucker. I can be a testimonial to that. I miss my
girls, but what can I do but kept moving strong? I run from a lot of
my problems because arguing isn't what I like to do, but love them,
still, without them knowing, since there isn't any communication.
I'm about to grind some pina colada in the blender.
I'm so freegin' confused, sad, excited and everything
else. I'm excited because I graduate next Wednesday and
my buddy comes back home on Sunday from vacation. Im sad
that the class of 2005 will all be going there seperate ways.
After this summer coming up, there is no guarantee of being
'friends for life' as we like to call it. I'm extremly confused
about college. I'm set on Shaw University but then again,
I'm not. My aunt works at Unversity of MD Eastern Shore and now
I'm thinking about attending. I'm seriouslly taking into account
going to Shaw University for a semester, or year, which ever one
is easier, then transfering to University MD Eastern Shore. My
mind is bouncing every where right now. Friday is my last day of
school & we're sitting around in class doing shit. I just sit there
thinking about my buddy. Not to add on to my confusion, but I got
home today and there was a package from my ex, Aaron.
Being in love is something hard to bare. Its nice or whatever but
when it's over, it's hard to return to it. Since we broke up, its
been hard but I moved on a little every day. Wouldn't you? As I
moved on, I started talking to males that I stopped talking to like
that since I was in a relationship and didn't want to mess that up.
Because my ex wants to get back with me, I can NOT just istantly
pour out my feelings to him and slow up the pace I have with my buddy.
I can't do that. I won't.
Karma is a motherfucker. I can be a testimonial to that. I miss my
girls, but what can I do but kept moving strong? I run from a lot of
my problems because arguing isn't what I like to do, but love them,
still, without them knowing, since there isn't any communication.
I'm about to grind some pina colada in the blender.