why wont she stop talking?
ok. so 2 finals are over and 2 to go. i missed one, and the other i guess. i have a huge one tomorrow and any amount of studying wont help me pass that class so i am not studying. my only hope is german, which is on tuesday. i have all the answers to the test already, i just have to memorize them. the thing is im going to be home with chris, work, danielle, etc. all weekend and will forget to study. i have to make myself though. its like i gave up because im transferring and i dont even know how many of those classes would transfer. i hate how i feel that my semester here was a waste of time, energy and money. these past 4 months have been so straining and stressful and i wish it was worth it, but it wasnt. my dad is gonna be dissapointed and so will i. i know i can do better than this, i just have to try. next semester will be a great kick in my ass too. i had one paper due this semester, and i didnt even do it. next semester i will major in english which means ESSAY CITY: POPULATION ME. i write good papers it just takes so much out of me. i need to sit myself down secluded from everyone and do it. i want to do a lot of literature classes. they gimme big ol' boners. im actually thinking of going to Middlesex again for a semester. that would mean more money for a car right now, and thats what i need. im almost sure im going to do that. good thinking, cait. then fall semester 05' i will go to lowell, hopefully with maglin. that would be excellent.
ramble ramble ramble. everyone go to chris's excellent website: A Website For Friends. its so good. haha i love that man sofuckingmuch. i got Adobe Photoshop today on MY computer. now i need a digital camera to take excellent pictures to photoshop. im in love with it... its the best thing ever.
holy crap im so happy this the last night i ever have to sleep here again. i wanna eat my own face. im so fucking excited. THANK GOD for maglin and byron. dkfgjhda;gfheapyhadh I WISH IT WASNT 9:00. i wish it was 12:00 so chris would be home and i'd be going to bed sooonly. i have chapped lips but i packed my chapstick. i dont know where i put it. crap and crap. im so tired. i just wanna go to sleep but i am waiting for chris to get home. gjkeajdfgp'j i quit.
im going to go find some icon tutorials.
ramble ramble ramble. everyone go to chris's excellent website: A Website For Friends. its so good. haha i love that man sofuckingmuch. i got Adobe Photoshop today on MY computer. now i need a digital camera to take excellent pictures to photoshop. im in love with it... its the best thing ever.
holy crap im so happy this the last night i ever have to sleep here again. i wanna eat my own face. im so fucking excited. THANK GOD for maglin and byron. dkfgjhda;gfheapyhadh I WISH IT WASNT 9:00. i wish it was 12:00 so chris would be home and i'd be going to bed sooonly. i have chapped lips but i packed my chapstick. i dont know where i put it. crap and crap. im so tired. i just wanna go to sleep but i am waiting for chris to get home. gjkeajdfgp'j i quit.
im going to go find some icon tutorials.