this is so crazy
my bday party isnt cancled. thank goodness. but.. im grounded for 2 weeks. woops. but at the moment i dont care at all. i just had the most.. best conversation with my mother. i was sitting out by my pool, just sitting there with my feet in the water b/c i was pissed that my sleepover thing was canceld... but then my mom and i just started talking. we just layed on the ground, looked at the star.. haha.. star.. and talked. for a couple hours. we had some cries.. well i had a SUPER CRY. i was freakin out man. i just realized that i dont want to grow up. how crazy is that? i mean, gosh... i want to freeze right now, where we are... and just live like that forever... well... you know what i mean. time has gone by so fast it isnt even funny... i was 3 yesterday.. that just is to amazing to me. im having a pretty emotional day i think...its crazy. i dont even care that im grounded. ha! thats the first. i threw a dramatic fit on the car ride home b/c i got in trouble. i dont know... my mom and i just bonded.. and i feel good. thats all.
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