Oct 14, 2005 00:26
haha u know u like that title..
but newho..not much has happened lately..just the usual..hanging out with jesica and working..
i guess my mom really wants me out of the house...it pisses me off sometimes.. i mean..i work and hang out..and i still do chores..but..if i miss a day..she is all "oh if u keep not doing ur chores ur gonna have to find another place to live" i mean..wtf? my brother hasnt done shit aorund this house..ok..this is the guy who has been arrested...owes my paretns a lot of money...does drugs...and all this shit..and he stays up into god knows when playing this stupid game..then sleeps all day..then goes to work or doesnt even wake up until he wnats to play the game again..he can do a job for once every 2 weeks of more but get praised..me and my sister on the toher hand do more hten anyone..but we still get bitched at..sorry i work more then my brother and sorry if im out..but i at least make an effort to do my sht..
i really want to move out...hell take a bus to NJ and live with my damn cousins...no..i couldnt do that..right now im in the process of moving out..b/c i reallly want to..im sick of getting threatened for no reason.. im getting sick and tired of this shit..i want to move out ...
but enough about me complaing... me and jessica hit a dog last night..:( i was so upset..i pictured my dogs getting hit and it sucks..we think the car in front of us hit it and we jsut pretty much got the after affect...the cars were pretty close together so..year...
i miss jamie...a lot...i lvoe him so much..its crazy! i dunno..
tomorrow i work from 6pm-12 am... then sat. i work from 10 am- 6 pm..it kinfa kisses me off..b/c its like..once i get home form work..i gotta go to sleep b/c i work in the morning..GOD ..i really hate that..then i think after work im going to the fair with my family..grr..i swear..if i work sunday morning or sumthing..im gonna cry..well..not cry but..u know..be angry
lately ive jsut been feeling..bleh..like..i dunno..*sigh*