You'll be happy...

[_wake_up_naked_]

This Thanksgiving came at a slightly ironic time.

I'm gonna try and make this as non emo-ranty as I usually tend to end up sounding.

I've been having a really hard time lately. With a lot of things. With everything. It just seems like for everything good in my life, I can find at least two negatives that counteract it.

But I'm not going to sit here and complain about it. Because one of the things that bugs the shit out of me is hearing other people complain about their problems, when my life feels like it's in a situation unfathomably worse than theirs.

And that's pretty much all I've been dealing with lately. From everyone. And what I want is to yell at them and tell them how much better off they have it. But what good would that do?

Besides, I know there's people who have it worse than myself. And the last thing I want is to make them feel at all how I feel now, or to have them yell at me.

So I'm not going to do it. No one's going to know how badly this hurts. I mean, no one has known up until now. Why should it change?

All I ask is that you think of me occasionally. Just think. And if you're feeling generous, send a little prayer up to whoever it is that you do or don't believe in. Just hope that things will get better.

Thanks.